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It's not that I can tell you that I'll miss you and I love you now that I'm lying in a coffin. -but I seriously still want to.
It all started with a "hi" and sometimes I feel that it's so magical how a word could create such deep connections later on. Connections that will be cherished forever. The funny thing is I cannot do it anymore. Not anymore.
To all the good times we had, we never failed to paint smiles on our faces at the end of the day. To the point that I can't even imagine how I'll do something on my own because whenever I do things with you, it just feels so perfect like nothing is gonna go wrong.
Troubles come, troubles go. It's just how it happens. We withstand the test and set the barricades of love for us to enjoy and be happy of. -but what is it now? In my case, I better wish that I was heartbroken yet able to see you from afar but how is it that mine is both heartbroken and not beating at the same time? :(
However, I wonder how it feels on your side. I bet it's not easy as well. Seeing me close up, hands on the furnished wood carved into a box like rectangle and liquids pouring down your pink cheeks. It must hurt too. So much when you imagine that one minute ago I was standing by your side and then one minute after, I'm gone. Gone to the depths of the void and I cannot come back. I know I cannot come back even if I try to do anything!
Death cut me short, and now depriving me of loving you more. Hoping that the things I shared with your life would give me the privilege of extending my love for you. I'll remain. -even though i have to let you go now. it should be that way.
"Scared to death" was all I could ever think when I was still on your side though it proved me wrong because "Scared of not being able to love you" is what matters more. Sorry if I realized it too late.
Now I have to go. Alone. Without you. -goodbye!
P.S Darn! I'm almost out of words for this! It really hurts even though you're not really the one in the situation. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I'LL SAY THAT YOU CAN GO OUT OF WORDS DESCRIBING LOVE. Before I thought that people who says something like this are over reacting but I'll eat my words now. In fact, I just ate it! Life is so fragile to be wasted. We could never know when they'll go. I couldn't help but think about how I would feel after that very second that a loved one would lose the very last heartbeat of their life coz' you'll know after that, you could never ever see, hear, or touch them. Ever again! Yet, they say LIFE cannot be completed without DEATH. May be true but heck it's one hard truth to accept.
I THINK NOW WE KNOW WHAT TO DO? Go then coz I'll do mine!!!
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